“Let Go” says Abba

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Over a year ago, God led me to do something huge, the biggest I had done had that time and stage of my life, and gave me so much faith for how it will turn out, it was hard for me practicing that level of faith and believing irrespective of the circumstances I had been through previously.

Yet I did, and I made decisions based on that level of faith and perspective. The D-day came and in an area where I had thrown my ‘hardest’ faith in, I experienced huge disappointment, ladled with shame; and as I watched the event turn out, I got drained and tear filled.

When it was time, I showed up the way I was required to, and obeyed every instruction I was given while holding back the tears that so desperately wanted to keep falling from my eyes and God showed up too, like He promised, yet the area where I experienced disappointment held so much weight in my heart.

Months after that, I carried the hurt, yes, God spoke to me on it, showed me why it had to happen, gave me a promise in Scripture and healed me of long wounds that I didn’t know existed through the experience, but it still hurt. The disappointment I felt that day flowed into almost every part of me, my esteem, my faith, my belief in myself, the assignments I carry and so on.

On this particular day, I was in church and scheduled to minister an exhorting Word when the entire experience flashed back, triggered by a new daunting task ahead of me and instead of being sensitive as to what God would have me say to His people in some minutes when I would walk up the pulpit, I was deep in tears from fresh hurt.

However, like I always try to do, I gave God my hurt, I let go of the pressure of the next moment when I would minister and let God minister to my broken heart and our conversation went like this:

Sunday, 19th March 2023

I sat down and bent my head, crying telling Abba how I felt what He did to me and what I went through was really unfair…

In less than couple minutes; I felt Him come close beside me, place His hand on my back and whisper gently to my ear;

“Goodie, how many things do you do to Me that is unfair?”

I paused feeling the comfort in His Voice, then I continued crying.

I told Him how scared I was because of it….

He asked me, “What makes Me believe you even after you fail Me?”

“I don’t know”

“I just believe”

Through the few minutes we had, He taught and empowered me to let go of the hurt I felt, and this time it wasn’t temporary, I truly let go and I truly received my healing.

I am learning who God is by His Word and one clear character of God is “Always Good, Righteous, Just and Perfect” in any and every situation. However, when we experience certain things in life, it’s normal to question this character of God and how does He respond to us?

Starting from the beginning, man took the wrong step of disobedience to a clear instruction from God, leading to his fall and what did God do? He gave a temporary solution then and much later gave a permanent one by sending His Son as a man, just like you and I.
The Bible in Hebrews 4:15 tells us that we have a High Priest who understands every weakness of ours, everything we would ever go through or are currently going through.
When Jesus came on earth, He didn’t condemn us; in John 3:17, He clearly said God sent Him to save us and not condemn us, so Daddy did not come pointing fingers at us, instead He showed us the way through His Son, He gave us a pattern of living and gently taught and still teaches us in His Truth – Matthew 11:28.

When we go through tough situations, we can go with the obvious ‘God is Good’ which is true but deep down our hearts are broken and crying for explanation which makes that in our souls, the Truth of God’s goodness goes from being an anchor to just another fact that we ‘should’ agree with.
However, if we push through our pain and open up to God, laying out our hurts and questions like Martha did, we discover that like He sent His Son even when we failed Him, He comes down again to meet with us, to comfort us, instruct us, re-assure us and give us precious promises of His Word.

God is Perfect and is always willing to meet us wherever we are, He did it by sending His Son, Jesus and when He accept His Son, He gives us His really sweet and precious Holy Spirit, so it is clear that wherever we are, God would meet with us and give us tangible reasons to love and trust Him.

After our conversation, I cleaned my tears and He said; “Brokenness gives you an opportunity to experience Me. Tell Me whenever you feel hurt again”

I felt so good and fulfilled by Jesus, oh, how I love Him.

And few minutes after, I stepped up on invite the pulpit to minister and it was beautiful in every way and believe it was in this encounter, I received my healing from that disappointment.

But he (Jesus) was pierced for our rebellion,
    crushed for our sins.
He was beaten so we could be whole.
    He was whipped so we could be healed.

Isaiah 53:5
New Living Translation of the Holy Bible
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